Last night I was dreaming of NanaJan. Nana is Kris and Heath's grandmother. What I remember was, I was looking for someone. I was in San Antonio, but it was actually at Capitol Parkway and Madison Avenue in Montgomery. Whomever I was looking for, I was told, was at First Baptist Church, and when I got there, it was the setting of FBC, Montgomery. I saw Bruce Hose, John Hagee, my Momma, and Nana. Nana was in a peach long dress with her hair in her famous chinon. She was young and beautiful, like when I first me her in 1982. I grabbed her and remember crying my eyes out, hugging her as tight as I could. I remember someone remarked that it had only been a year; whatever that meant.
Nana was my mentor. She taught me what I needed to know to be a homemaker, wife, and mother. My mom was the ultimate professional; a no nonsense business woman. Nana filled in the gaps my momma couldn't. Nana and I were more alike than my mom. Momma was very supportive, nurturing and self sacrificial; she was a great mom. But, there were things that I NEEDED from Nana. Gosh, I miss her!
Thank God for His grace, and preparations for all of us being in heaven. I'll get to see my Nana again! I miss you SO much! Then, come to find out, Papa has been in the hospital! Lord take care of Papa.